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Blossom

by Mayfield

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Where will you go when you realize that I’m a lost hope?
I know that you know it, you try not to show it.
It’s okay, I don’t blame you - I blame myself.
My indecisions decide themselves.

We fell in love so young, our roots became one and the same, but we’ll grow and we’ll change.
No matter what you do or where you go home to, you’ll have a home in my veins.
I won’t bury you in my head.
I won’t ever hold you back again.

I’ve been so settled on not settling, I’ve been settling for less.
All my nerves are shutting down.
All I’m left with is depression and this fucking emptiness that I’ve allowed to take control.
And I don’t know if I’m strong enough to even fucking let this go.

Where will you go when you realize that I’m a lost hope?
I know that you know it, you try not to show it.
It’s okay, I don’t blame you - I blame myself.
My indecisions decide themselves.

Only I can get myself out of this mess, because I can’t leech off your confidence forever.
I became the dead weight tethered to your feet, dragging you further down here with me.

I’ve been there for a while now, and as I’m sinking in, I bleed you out.
But slow enough that you just cope with it.
You’re finding comfort in the pain.
I don’t want to keep you from what you deserve, I’m not worth it anyway.

Where will you go when you realize that I’m a lost hope?
I know that you know it, you try not to show it.
It’s okay, I don’t blame you - I blame myself.
My indecisions decide themselves.

Leave, just leave me here.
I’ve shed the skin of who you love, who I was has disappeared.
You won’t believe me, you see me through the painted glass.
It’s what’s keeping us together, but how much longer can it last?

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released May 22, 2018

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Post Hardcore band from Ottawa, Canada.

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